Ugh. There’s a cute guy in my college English class.
He, in a way; and I don’t really know why, reminds me a tad bit of my ex.
Maybe he doesn’t really resemble him and it’s just in my mind but i don’t know, he just kind of does.
I feel so awkward though even without speaking to him because I just know deep down, he probably wouldn’t be interested in me. I’m not super talkative like most outgoing girls, and I don’t party or drink so there is no interest there for him to take in me…
ugh. sometimes, well, more than just sometimes, I wish I had a different personality, and I wish that I was comfortable with being very talkative around people that I don’t know.
Even if I were to talk to him, and the whole “what do you like to do for fun” question comes up, there would be no answer coming from my mouth in the way of “partying and drinking”, so im sure if he heard that, he’d lose interest. I know this because it has happened to me…
It was whatever because I only talked to this other guy once but deep down it did hurt a little, that he didnt care to want to get to know me but after our talk and that I had stated that I dont party, he had never tried to talk to me again… *sigh*